summing up? not quite

So this is kind of incredibly after the fact... but, I figured I would do it anyway.

Just wondering. Is anyone going to keep writing in their creative-writing-blogs?

This semester I think my whole writing-thing changed completely. I started with some cryptic poems and then got tired of writing them... And moved on to some overly self reflective posts that must have been very annoying to read if anyone actually read them... Wrote a few REALLY bitchy entries about language and elitism and introversion and other stuff that I'm embarassed about now... Then came to the end of the year and realized basically, why does it matter?, I'm just going to live and who cares if I even write about it at all but if I do then it will only be honest.

You know I'm looking forward to studying journalism in college (because I am going to do that - instead of English... I'm SO burnt out on English -_-) because journalists' writing has to be to the point and has to say what needs to be said in a simple way... with no annoying hovering and dodging around the subject. Straightforward. I'm looking forward to having to be bold and outgoing to find out something for a story. Really I'm done with these things: fear, complaining, and hiding. Which is what I used to use writing for. There you go.